The haves and the have-nots. Such a lame euphemism for other things.

Take my wife, please! And so on. Disgusting. Those in need are friends indeed, but they'll have to make do.

Having is the feeling of calm and also a lifestyle. Giving up on having is not great, but I'm not in that position in which I would be able to say that. Saying things is an action of belief. Sources are sparce.

Gala dinners give proud days to old friends and family. Family and friends. Giving away the soul of the young and feeling accomplished in that is joyous. This is how I feel and how I can verbalize these feelings. I'm not easy or giving way to other worlds or anything like that. It's just how it is, I won't change.

Soulsearching is tedious. This is how I feel.